well,tomorrow,i will go and have my first formal job interview.
quite nervous in the past week,even somewhat depressed. this unbearable depression has led me to some hurtful decisions,which must have totally upset someone i care so much in my may not come here and read this,but i still expect he will forgive my fault.
i may have taken the interview too ally,the company is not exactly the one i am always dreaming i just can not allow a big failure in the very beginning of the job hunting.a good start is half success i believe, so i am eager to see a positive result soon.
having done some preparation, but only until tonight do i learn the interview is to be conducted in only english. it is certainly much more challenging than one in chinese.
tomorrow, after coming back from the interview,i will try to give a brief report about the whole process.
